I learned the hard way that appendix stones are a thing and had a sewage leak that destroyed the entire bottom 2 feet of the first floor of my house. Worst week in decades

I am trying desperately to help my 13 year old understand the importance of how to recognize their worth, to only change for self betterment ( not for others), and that being in a relationship is not required, especially if they don’t actually want to be in one.

Parenting is quite difficult, y’all.

I have deleted every single social media account I had with the sole exception of Reddit (and Beehaw of course) in the past few years as part of my deciding-to-be-better clean-up act.

Even after blocking and removing a metric fuck ton of toxic subs I always still feel worse than when I start casually browsing it. Something about confidently incorrect people, trolls, assholes, bots and AI slop get under my skin no matter how much I try to ignore them.

So I’m going to reduce my Reddit activity even further.

The world is probably always on fire right now and life is always hard. But I empathize with all of you that haven’t had things go your way this week, and I celebrate all your little small wins and victories.

Moderate. I’m angry with the U.S., but music and rhythm games help my mood.

I had a thought that if enough people coordinated to play a particular music or chant at a certain time, you would hear it for miles, much like people did with clapping for medical workers during the heights of lockdown. I think it’d be a powerful message if enough people joined in.

My week was pretty good, thank you for asking! On Monday, I went to group therapy for the first time. I liked it, but let’s see how things progress. Watched the new Bridget Jones film in the evening. Wednesday, I went to our local modern art museum with my fiancée. I watched the new White Lotus and the new Paddington. Thursday, breakfast at the café I work at, later studying. Five-hour, homemade chicken soup made by my dearest for dinner. On Friday, my fiancée and I went for a visit to the local government, in order to submit all the necessary paperwork for our upcoming civil partnership (marriage lite). We got a date: July 19th! Friends came over in the evening to watch Irma Vep (1996).

First post on here! Thank you for having me :)

It’s the fourth anniversary of my dad’s death. I think this one’s been the easiest so far. There are moments here and there when it really hurts. I feel pretty drained but also weirdly at peace. I drove up to a mountain peak earlier. It was nice to listen to some of his favorite music on the way and feel the cold air on my face when I got there.

Individual acts of kindness are keeping me going through the late Weimar. I’m writing this from the garage of a friend who offered to let me stay with him while we deal with “not going to get above freezing for a few days.”

Not great. I’m really lethargic lately. I don’t think I’ve done one thing for leisure, it’s all just cook/gym/work/sleep. Any second I’m not doing what’s necessary to maintain my body or my paycheck, I’m out cold.

My therapist had an emergency so we’ve had to delay the session by quite a bit. I have some social engagements coming up and I wanted to talk with her before canceling them. I think I’ll just do it, I don’t think I feel like meeting people.

It’s nice to be back (even if I had to make a new account), but I think I still need to take a break from online communication.

Have had too many toxic encounters lately, so probably need to chill.

At least I’m not back on fucking reddit anymore. The only reason I made another account there about a year ago was for NSFW stuff (but even those subs still haven’t totally recovered from the API event), yet I still ended up being an idiot and going into /r/popular out of boredom. Lack of third party filtering made it Hell. Muting subs isn’t enough when you’re trying to avoid entire topics.

Don’t really know why I deleted my old account here. I think I was just going through some shit and deleted all my accounts and related apps.

The weird thing about federation is that I can see my old posts and comments on my old account here from Fedia (joined there as well because I was curious about mbin), but they’ve disappeared in this instance. To be honest, that’s something I really don’t like. If someone wants to delete their stuff en masse (account, all posts and comments, etc.), it’s still cached on another instance unless they manually delete every post/comment one by one. Not exactly the best for privacy.

Anyway, whatever. This was an unnecessarily long comment, apologies. Life’s weird. I’m tired. Nothing new, I guess.

Hope y’all feel better soon!

Had a lovely anxiety spell take over me the past couple of days, but I’m working on solving the issues that are causing said anxieties, bit by bit. At least the weekend will start, though my internship now seeps into my weekends… Don’t look forward to Saturdays as much as I used to. But Sunday, I’ll be hanging out with a friend. And then I’ll be hanging out with someone I really like. ⌯’▾’⌯ Trying to be optimistic and get work done so that the anxiety lessens.

Little high, little low. I’m adjusting to online discussions after not being part of them for quite a while. Had some fun conversations with my partner and I am writing again, which is great. Job hunting is such a drag though. Simply inhuman.

For a bit I thought my new prescription of lexapro was going to carry me through this year but the week of feeling joyful has leveled out and I am just as grumpy and annoyed as before. Just less sad. I want the joy part, though.

Got like 3 feet of snow in 3 or 4 days, I stayed at home, good :)

Hello and hope you feel better Alyaza!

• Spent the weekend playing TTRPGs and honestly, I’m learning to cherish these moments because it’s kind of awesome that I’ve got 2 separate games going on that’s able to fit in my schedule and energy levels.

• Watch the premiere of Last Week Tonight with John oliver and it’s such a breath of fresh air after watching Jon Stewart. It’s my first time watching Jon Stewart this past year and I don’t understand the hype around him. I guess he’s funnier than Oliver but that’s about it.

• Started playing Pillars of Eternity on Xbox Gamepass. I’m not super far in, so I’m hoping that the real-time with pause combat starts clicking with me sooner rather than later.