Well I can’t fucking sleep for like 8 different reasons so I’m pretty fucking miserable. How’re you.

I’m so tired and have only been able to get like an hour or hour and half of sleep before I wake up and can’t get back to sleep. 😫

I quit Facebook this morning. That felt good. It turned my push notifications back on yesterday and also refused to remove a post by a white supremacist with a link to a podcast extolling the virtues of Hitler, so I’m done.

I’ve taken up reading a lot of poetry again and I’m on holidays this week, just staycation but at least I don’t have to go into work, I can hang out with my dogs and watch the new season of This Fool, which is absolutely excellent.

I am burnt out from tutoring chemistry, physics, math, biology and all the conceptual deficiencies of students that prevent them from understanding those things. There are only so many times that I end up having to essentially teach 10 years of math to catch up a student enough to survive the class theyre in before it takes its toll. And you do not want to know how many med students I have encountered that did not understand how to make solutions or calculate the rate medication should be given to not kill patients.

I have tutored upward of 10,000 students this last year alone by my estimate. I need to take a break.

Have to work 10 hours today but business is usually pretty dead on Thursdays and I just got Borderlands 3 on the ol’ Switch last night so it should be an okay day 😌

Couldn’t sleep well yesterday because of some stupid things haunted in my mind.

But other than that, all good! Completed a task with unit tests, and moving to the next one! My sick colleague is back, he seems fine now!

I thought it wasn’t going to go swimming, I wasn’t really feeling energetic. But I went anyway. Super slow. No energy. But I finished my 1km. And now everything aches, the arms ache, the legs ache, the back aches. I think tomorrow I’ll just do a recuperation day and no exercise.