Ataraxia

Yeah my SOs mom took us and still goes. We aren’t wealthy and usually get discounts. His mom saves up every year for it. The only thing about it I don’t like is how dirty it is and how hot otherwise it’s really fun and I don’t do drugs or alcohol. Fire shooting giant metal flowerbeds and moving castles.

My mother in law took us a few times and the most we did was pot. Also I was unemployed both times as I was laid off and got a cheap ticket. The original burners still go and they’re definitely not rich.

Elite dangerous did it better. A mix of both maybe.

The irony

I’ve got guns but if I’m gonna have to deal with a civil war I’m leaving to the freaking wilderness and suicide last resort. I’m not going to kill people. Once you cross that line you’re never the same. The problem with humanity is that we never manage to make positive change without constant bloodshed. Fuck that. We obviously are a doomed species.

I used to break all my 3.1 earbuds but usbc doesn’t seem to break no matter what I do to them. But I do listen to most of my music and videos with Bluetooth. I haven’t missed the headphones jack even though I totally thought I would.

I hate typing too but having to answer a phone call triggers PTSD. NOPE.

I’m 40. I don’t even answer the phone if it rings. If it’s important they can leave a message.

If it’s not important you can email it to me lol. My dad who is 75 also prefers emailing me and if more time sensitive he texts or sends a discord message. Phone calls are for emergencies and even then I know he wouldn’t call.

Queer makes me think of weird. Odd. Not normal. I wish gay meant more than just homosexual lol. I mean I don’t identify with a gender, I don’t have preferences and if I had to label myself that way it would be longer than my name. But I also don’t feel like I’m different or abnormal for not caring if my SO were male, female or whatever they want to be, I’m not abnormal for being part of a spectrum where I don’t see things as feminine or masculine. I don’t feel like I need to be labeled but I also have an easy time blending in with those whose religion and culture is limiting them from who they are. I guess once more people get comfortable with the fact that it’s normal to be who you are then they’ll start being themselves and lgbt+++++ will just be everyone.

More veggies, less fruit, no high sugar fruit. Berries are good. Lots of leafy greens and fish.

As fucky as shit is in this country I’d rather live here than China and plenty of Chinese friends of mine who left would never go back.