Haha my bad for assuming, maybe because you said daughter my brain just thought Mom idk I feel dumb. But being non-white is definitely also known for being missed for diagnosis.

And something I’ve been thinking a lot about recently is that in the medical profession “diagnosis” is reserved for people whose symptoms impact them to a very specific (and arguably arbitrary) criteria of severity. And these criteria are constantly being challenged and updated since autism and ADHD (the conditions I’m most familiar with) are still very misunderstood and research is ongoing.

But, in my opinion based on my understanding as a layperson with a special interest in psychology generally and autism and ADHD specifically, these conditions are Neurotypes that are spectrums. And so many people like myself, and perhaps yourself, may have a lot of symptoms but have managed to fly under the radar because we were able to get good enough grades in school for example, and have good enough social skills to make and maintain friendships, and get and keep jobs, all to varying extents. But inside, unbeknownst to those around us, we have been expending 10 times, 100 times the energy that most people use in order to meet those expectations put on us. And we just assumed everyone was struggling this hard with everything. But it turns out it’s not supposed to be this hard.

And that’s why you see most autistic and ADHD folks diagnosed with other mental health conditions, like anxiety, and depression in particular. Anxiety because we learn to be on high alert for when we are not behaving in the socially acceptable way so we are constantly in fight or flight mode in order to stay on top of those expectations. Depression because it’s fucking debilitating to be using so much energy to meet those expectations and constantly being on edge and constantly feeling like you’re failing or messing up. But the root cause of all that is that our brains are wired differently and society is not made for us.

I thought this was an absolutely excellent video about the Black experience with autism and getting diagnosed, still a little long half an hour, more focused on children but super valuable for adults as well. https://youtu.be/NyVfL8FZ_Vg

This is a really excellent video by Melissa Simmonds who is Black British and autistic and a parent. It’s almost an hour long and talks about being Black and autistic and the intersection of race and disability and culture and white privilege. I really appreciated learning about her perspective and the effort it took to create this presentation. I hope that it might give you a resource to find more information that you will relate with or find helpful. https://youtu.be/LW-C_MVxNEU

Here is a YouTube channel by Bri Booth where she shares her experiences as a late diagnosed autistic Black woman that I’ve only seen a little bit of but I really liked the way she expresses herself and makes her videos. https://youtube.com/@BriBooth

And here is a video I really appreciated by Jessica McCabe on her YouTube channel How to ADHD where she interviewed 13 people from 4 countries about their experiences being Black with ADHD. I don’t know if that will be as useful, although the comorbidity rate for those with autism to also have ADHD is up to like 80% so I’m hoping some of these folks might lead you to additional resources https://youtu.be/oh-3ULQJiEY

Unfortunately I couldn’t find any YouTube channels that were specifically about the experience of late diagnosed autistic Black men but if you happen to find some and remember this comment, please do let me know because I would really like to learn more.