I’ve probably tripped around 20 times throughout my life. I did it mostly because I bought into the idea that psychedelics would improve my life and habits in some way. I don’t believe that anymore, and I don’t think psychs really changed my life at all except it gave me lots of cool memories. I kind of feel some level of nostalgia for that reality-bending feeling of being on psychs, even though the last time I took it was only a couple months ago. It’s just so different from everyday experience.
I’ve had somewhere between 15-50 experiences, depending on what counts as a trip.
I had a lot of interesting experiences, but I’m happy leaving it in the past.
I think I learned what I’m going to learn from it, and I’d like to keep myself grounded in the real world now.
I’ve had some mental health struggles, and I worry that sipping from that cup any more than I have could lead to some negatives in that regard.