just another reminder that I’ll never be fully female

That’s nonsense (if you mean this seriously). I’m really sorry that you feel this way and for dysphoria like that :/ but maybe it helps to say it again: trans women are just women, as cis women are (and trans men are also just men, as cis men are). You are fully female.

(For the record I don’t like this post but of course that’s independent to this.)