Big mood
Also reminds me of the first verse of paint it black, even though I highly doubt the song was written with a trans pov to it.
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Summer is my season. I look good in very little, and I love to roast. I’m not looking forward to putting away the shorts for winter. I’m gonna show off my legs as long as I can. Maybe by next summer I’ll be capable of a little cleavage!
yeah but at least in summer u can wear skirts which are like mega euphoria, it cancels out the dysphoria
Maybe next year… 😓 This year was a little too “wtf is going on”? With a good dose of “why now?”
Oof word. I hate winter with a fury but at least the euphoria inducing hoody has got my back.
Gotta get me one of those. I haven’t had a good hoodie in years.
Although, now I’m wondering if “jealousy” might have been the better word instead of “dysphoria”. That’s the angle I was going for, “why can’t I look like that?”
Even if everything about how I want myself to look like was perfect, fuck summer for being so bright and hot.
But anyway, that will hopefully not prevent me from being out and about in skirts and crop tops one day
